Marlee

The Past Few Days

2009-08-05T11:22:00.000-07:00

The past few days been pretty good. Though I did have a little up and down moment, but it's all good now. I would think. There's been a mishap with my bank account and it made my balance go into a negative. YIKES! Hopefully it'll be fixed soon. I'm going out there today to get it to how it was... No I did not spend a huge amount of money. It was a mis-transaction or so it looks to be...

This morning I laughed to this :P

Minatoto (11:16:54 AM): If the bank does not do as you desire, tell them your guild leader will organize a raid and we will get the loot ourselves if they do not comply! :P

Setting Myself Up For Disaster?

2009-07-28T21:01:00.000-07:00

Okay, I don't know why I made the decision that I did, but oh well I guess. We'll see what happens. Today hasn't been so bad though... I did wake up kind of early and yes depression hit me once again before my day started. I got to hung out with Sara for a bit and then went off with Crystal getting clothes. We stood and talk majority of the day and then some funny things came up... I couldn't help, but to want to share it with others.

Here is the link: http://www.sankakucomplex.com/wp-content/gallery/cosplay-crisis-gallery/cosplayers-29.jpg

So yeah that tells my boring day except my mom made a really bad cap, but whatever. I've been having a headache for a few hours now. I think it's time to go to bed soon...

Overwhelming

2009-07-27T21:11:00.000-07:00

The past two days been pretty much the same, except today I met someone new today. Overall the experience was great, but that doesn't cover or heal any pains and desire which burdens me. The depression is starting to win. I can't really enjoy a day without it on my mind. Even if I was to escape temporary it all comes back sooner or later. If not after escaping... It comes before it's even over...

Tired...

2009-07-25T21:40:00.000-07:00

I stayed up pretty late and then went to bed and woke up around 2PM. After that I did the usual and got on Second Life. Watching the movie Shoot 'em Up. It's very violent and bloody. Carrots are good for you (:

Too much drama with Ray. I hate it. Wish someone could understand and be straight forward...

Recent Changes From AT&T

2009-07-24T17:08:00.000-07:00

I hope nobody else will have to through this process that I went through. It was complete utter bullshit. I found out there were some "recent changes" which was made without any notification or anything with their service. What were some of these recent changes?

No longer offer tech. support with non-AT&T products which intertwine with AT&T products.
No longer off tech. support router to modem support.
- The router you have will soon be useless.
Only offers tech. support for their router which is only 1 product.
- The 2 in 1. It's a router AND a modem!
Tech. support with non-AT&T products now have a package plan!
- The package prices ranges from $6 to $42+
- Price varies on the services which you want added.
Tech. support now only offers support with AT&T internet connection issues through a modem.
To have a technician come over for installation?
- $40 for installation of the products to your home.
- $60 for installation and set up to your home.
- $100+ for full installation and set up to your home.

The can go on and on, but those alone are just overwhelming... Anyways, I will make this short, but I was trying so hard not to rage. Nobody knew what they were doing and kept making me repeat the same steps over and over. The first guy also fucked up my connection to where I couldn't even connect to my router AND modem. Rejected from both boxes. Seriously now... At least the last person tried to help me and actually had worked while explaining everything. She knew what she was doing; the others didn't. Anyways the process took only 10 minutes which was how long it should have been in the first place. The reason why the internet would not connect was because I had to convert over by doing a bridge which AT&T does not support if you were on a different router like NetGear, Linksys, D-Link, etc.

Anyways, the rest of the day I spent raging and telling Tommy what happened. I then got on Second Life and just hung out. I spent several hours doing some hunts with Shiro and it was pretty fun. I bought myself a grotto~ I'm currently now helping Sara get hers...

P.S.
I wish Zedge luck on finishing his project faster haha. You damn perfectionist :P

Last Day of ASL Class

2009-07-23T21:42:00.000-07:00

This morning I woke up pretty depressed and slept a little over my alarm clock purposely until I saw it was 6:15 AM then decided that I had to get up. I dozed off in the shower thinking a bit, but you know trying to get as much sleep in as possible before the final. I took the bus to school and slept half way through the ride. While walking towards the school the school stank tremendously. Why? Because the gardeners were using chicken manure as fertilizer for the plants. I also forgot to mention that the air was very moist and it was super fucking cold.

When I was in class I checked to see if Tommy had overslept again and such, but he didn't; he came in a few minutes after I had came into class. I was surprised seeing some of the classmates because they were all dressed up and had makeup on. They had chosen to do a performance of a song by Marylin Manson called This Is The New Shit in replacement of their final. To be honest I do not really like the song; however, I do like the beats to the song. The lyrics are a little too vulgar and repetitive to me. Anyways, they did an awesome job with the performance. It was recorded and everything. I have the actual file on me, but I did not host it yet and all that nonsense because I have been busy. Maybe I'll get it set up by sometime this week. Taking the final for the class was not too hard though there were some parts where I did not know what the hell the teacher was signing, but overall I think I did alright. I also turned in ALL my work. Which was a lot... I hated how I had to print out about almost the entire book and had to watch the videos over and over again. The teacher again today phailed epically with the video call because there was a 306 error: proxy errors. The hilarious thing was the image saying, "Uh oh. Something broke." Because the video call did not get through. The picture was a blue screen being cracked. I imagined it as a blue screen of death [BSOD] being shattered. I could not help, but laugh.

After class was over Tommy and I bumpped into Shocka. I think that's how you spell his name~ Anyways, we were chatting about languages and math. Then Tommy and I went to the bus stop to wait for the bus. He needed to go to the dentist and still get the things done with his root canal and all that junk while I was going to go home.

When I got home there was not much to do, but just goof around and make something to eat since I had not eaten yet at that time. I turned on my monitor and check for any new messages and what nots, but none. I am still waiting on the message from Randall, but I highly doubt I would ever get an answer, but as loyal as I am I wait until said otherwise. I did talk to Ray today and it did get some somewhat aggrivated and well I had a small break down, but all is fine. Luckily nobody seen. Zedge had messaged me right after I was done. Lucky him he did not have to deal with that part of me. It's a real pain in the ass. We chatted for a bit before he went off to school. After that I got on Second Life.

Going on Second Life was somewhat boring, but alright at the same time. I had tried fixing the school uniform which I had bought yesterday night, but to only find out that the stupid ressing bug was there, so I could not link the parts together because the object would come up as no modify, no copy, but transferable; however, in the properties of the objec it says it was modifiable, copyable, but not transferable. I suppose if I was to wear it; I would have to deal without my ears and tail.

I spent majority of the time outside of the home and chatted a bit. Eventually, we went to a club and hung out there making jokes and such. I was posting things which I thought was funny from Fuck My Life [FML]. There are some pretty fucked up shit out there, but not like I did not already know that. After the event was over we headed back to the home. Shiro not too long later ask me to join him at the club which he was at to DJ, but the stream phailed horrifically because the owner would not do anything about it and ran Shiro into circles. That club has really come a long way only to fail. Why? From what it looks like they do not care anymore and so they leave it to go basically. Sometime after we headed back home and waited for Megatherion's return.

We all started watching the television, messing with the settings, and looking up goofy videos on the television. We started watching Spongebob Squarepants and a few other things. Right now it's pretty boring just standing around and junk, but whatever ya know? I found some pretty good sales for external harddrives, but unfortunately I do not have the money to buy it. $89.99 for 1TB external harddrive is a pretty damn good deal I'd say. So at the moment I am just chatting with Shiro and Zedge. Nothing much else there is to do really. I am though getting very sleepy and tired. I need more rest and I definitely need to shut off my brain. I think way too much for my own good.

First Post Ever!

2009-07-22T19:30:00.000-07:00

Yay! Where shall I begin. Lawl~ I'll think of something, but not right now because I'm doing my ASL [American Sign Language] homework. Homework is disgusting...

[Update]

I finally finished my ASL homework. The entire unit was complete utter bullshit. The teacher expects us to practically jam pack an entire unit within two days before the final and with only the weekend to look over the material. Well, I guess that does not matter so much anymore because tomorrow will be the last day. Tomorrow there will be a workbook check which I will need to turn in unit three, four, and five, and a test. Will I study? Probably NOT! Why? Because I'm tired enough as it is and I don't think there is really much to study, but to regurgitate random gestures onto the final exam.

Let's see here... Today I haven't slept until 2 in the morning. I was staying up for someone, but they did not show up until I went to bed apparently. I woke up this morning 15 minutes after my alarm went off. It's been happening pretty frequently because of the lack of sleep I've been getting. I got online to check my e-mail hoping class would be canceled, but sadly it was not. I chatted a bit for the person who I was waiting for the previous night and then headed off to school. The teacher was a minute or so late for class and nothing much happened, but reviewing the last few vocabulary which could possibly be on the test. After reviewing the rest of class was used to "study", but obviously everyone was chatting and doing whatever else. The teacher had technical difficulties with the projector trying to demonstrate a phone call with a Deaf person. The demonstration was a complete epic phail. He says he'll be trying to do it again tomorrow. Good luck with that. *rolls eyes*

When class was over I met up with Tommy and we chatted a bit. I then predicted that Bryan would be on the stairs; then again it was a given that he would more than likely be on those stairs. We then stood in the cold for a few minutes before deciding to go somewhere else. We went into Quickly's and there I bought milk tea. We sat and chatted for awhile before Bryan had to go to class. I was explaining and talking to Tommy basically about what we were talking about the night before and such. We assumed Bryan would be done with class soon, but we did not get a message from him until way later on; which was when we were on the bus going home.

I got home and ate some bread then mom made steak with to eat. Unfortunately as always she likes to cook the steak well done. I like my steak medium rare. Anyways, food is food. I got on Second Life and started chatting with people and hung out for a bit. Hours later I had an excuse made, so that I could go away for awhile to do my homework. Can you guess what homework? ASL of course *shakes fist at teacher*.

That was pretty much it for my day... Going back to Second Life doing random things and socializing. There are a lot of things on my mind still and I am definitely not getting any better anytime soon it seems. One can only hope.